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torsdag 21 april 2011

Chaos

Chaotic, that is the impression I have about this week. It has been one of those weeks you actually wish you didn't wake up on. An extremely long Monday, except for the fact that I like Mondays. 

Yesterday, I had the hope that today I could proudly say that I managed to fix my car. All by myself. I only had to change the battery. It is supposed to be easy. But, there was one problem, the bult/screw/something that holds the battery in place had rusted. And it was impossible to move. I guess that I am screwed. This after a week that basically has been the most unnecessary week in my life with so much time spent on stupid things. Anyway, I fell a sleep with my clothes on, woke up at 5 am after dreaming about screws and parasites. Managed to fall a sleep again at about 7.. and of course I overslept and now I have to write an essay cause I missed my class in the morning. I just love this week. And it just makes me wonder, what comes next?

At tomorrow is off. Originally I had planned to work, but after this week I don't dare.

onsdag 20 april 2011

What a week..

.. and it is only Wednesday. But I can tell each and everyone who is willing to listen that I am looking forward to eastern, and this year I am happy that Jesus died on a Friday so that I'll get an extra day off. It is quite impolite and insensitive to say that you are happy that someone has died, but on the other hand, the whole religion is based on that fact.

Talking about that, I've been thinking a lot about religion lately. Especially after the outcome of last weeks elections. I believe in something, but I have no idea what that is. And I actually think that religion is kind of a good thing. The bible is a good book, if you don't overanalyze it. I mean, telling someone to treat someone else as you want to be treated yourself is a nice thing.  Don't steal is a good advise. In the end, all the different belief systems are based on the same thing, be good to people around you. I don't find a huge difference between them. So I don't understand why people should go around and kill others in the name of some religion. It is just stupidity, and there is usually something else behind it. Like power.

What I don't like about religion is that people can interpret some very very old books in such very weird ways. Another thing I don't like are those that try to force something on you. I am always willing to discuss, but please, let people have their own beliefs and let them live their life as they want to. Of course it is better if everyone at least tries something else, so that they can tell for sure that that is what they want to do. Believe what you want, but please, let everyone else as well believe what they want. And think about it, in the end everyone wants more or less the same.

Hmm, I never thought I would discuss religion. I guess I am just so exhausted, and happy that we will have some days off. I will send a thankful thought to someone on Friday, and on Monday I will be back in business.

lördag 16 april 2011

Restless

I am restless. Very, very restless. Restless beyond all recognition. Can't something happen now?? At this very moment every minute feels like an hour, at the same time as every hour just flies by, the real hour that is. Why is time so weird? Why does time keep playing games on me?

Hmm, there are some sea gulls copulating on the rooftop on the other side of the street. I wouldn't mind being a bird. Imagine how it would feel. How it would feel to fly (I am not talking about sex anymore, if you somehow misunderstood that ;-p ). Anyway, I should return to my book. And after that I'll drink some sparkling wine. Just because I can.

Update: My neuropsychology book is also discussing copulating...

fredag 15 april 2011

En vecka

Så går en dag vecka ur mitt liv, och kommer aldrig åter. 


Det är fredag igen. Varje fredag kommer den där frågan/känslan: "Vad, är det fredag IGEN?". Förr levde jag dag för dag, nuförtiden känns det som om det som förr var en vecka nu har krympt till en dag, eller expanderat. Inte vet jag riktigt hur jag ska se på den saken. Det jag vet med säkerhet är att veckorna bara flyger förbi, och med dem flyger också månaderna.

Jag har inte riktigt kontroll mera, över tiden alltså, allt annat känns nästan för kontrollerat. Jag jobbar, jag studerar och jag umgås med folk. Allt annat blir det tillräckligt av, förutom jobbet. Jag känner att jag inte hinner jobba. Det är galenskap. Hur mycket jag än älskar mina studier så är jag glad att det blir en liten paus nu snart. Bara tre tenter, två uppsatser, ett projekt och en statistikhemtentamen kvar och så är det sommar. I sommar ska jag jobba. Och var inte oroliga, jag ska nog ta semester också.